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I decided to not give up. At least not yet. I’ll give it one more chance. I think I need a therapy and I already know what kind of therapy. Wait for me. I’ll come back. Completely changed.
I’m setting a nice queue. Enjoy it until I’m gone.

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I've attempted suicide 6 times. I've tried drowning myself and cutting my wrists vertically. Nothing seemed to work or maybe I wasn't trying. I was a complete wreck. I was constantly angry. I'd have fits, throw stuff across the room and in the process I broke my wrist. I pulled a knife out on my dad and ran away from home. But I didn't let depression take over. I in would not let it win, and I didn't. I went to group meetings and counselling. I know it seems very very hard, but you can do it

@Anonymous

I’m so sorry darling. It seems like something didn’t let you do it. I’m glad you overcome this because you are my most precious follower. I already felt like that many times. I’ve got help from psychologist but it didn’t help much. And I’m really so tired of waiting for better days. Feels like I’m dying inside.

1 day ago with 0 notes

I know how you feel but please, don't give in. There are many more years to come, for you to live. I know there's not much I can say to help you, but just don't forget that pain is temporary

@Anonymous

how come? have u ever been depressed? have u ever felt so helpless that nothing seemed to be the right option except death? if yes then tell me how u managed to still be here. because now, for me, nothing keeps me here, even my most precious sister

1 day ago with 0 notes

!!!!!!! no!!!! i know life is harsh and so many days can be super shitty but really, at some point it will get better, i can assure you this. I dont know what's going on in your life, but little by little, at some moment, things will change into better!!! Please please life can be really cool and amazing when you're on the bright side, it's just that at this moment you seem on the dark side and arg this doesnt make sense, but please don't do anything stupid

@Anonymous

its true. some days are amazing. but its only a moment and recently it’s just worse and worse. my body, my heart and my brain are already too tired of it all, and suicidal thinking is my daily routine now. I can’t even sleep anymore. what is the purpose of living like this

1 day ago with 0 notes

I love you!!!!!!!! I can't really do anything to change how you feel right now, but i want you to know that I love you and though it might seem hopeless right now, and it may take a while for things to get better, they will get better eventually

@Anonymous

I don’t think they will. How long I’m supposed to wait? it’s been too long already and i feel so shitty because i can’t do anything about it. I tried but it just can’t be changed so i give up

1 day ago with 0 notes

I’ve lost all the hopes. I was hoping for better days to come but I’m waiting for too long already. Hope was the only thing that kept me alive but now when it’s gone I feel like I should be gone as well.

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“Even if I cry black tears and scream
Tomorrow will come with an unfamiliar face
And I’ll come up against the same pain
If those days are going to continue
Then I want to go far away
Even though I know it’s selfish of me…”

Kuroi Namida, NANA (via m-wol)

1 day ago with 149 notes

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nikutai:

小泉 今日子, Koizumi Kyoko wears Sybilla, 1993 from Landscape With a Corpse
- 伊島薫, Kaouru Ijima (Izima Kaoru)

“I stay up just late enough until I am just exhausted enough that I can fall into my bed and sink into immediate slumber. Because I can’t stand lying in a bed in a dark room alone with just my thoughts for so many hours and hours.”

Unknown  (via m-wol)

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